BENILDE WAS WHERE MY HEART USED TO BE...

NOVEMBER 13, 2009 - FRIDAY...
it was the end of my class for that particular day...
my high school friends texted me that they were in our campus...
well, i was expecting Ezra to be with me on my way home...
but then i was surprised knowing that he's with our batchmates - Judy and Sittie...
we chatted as we go on our way out...
Judy asked me if it's okay to drop by at Benilde to visit, or probably pick up another friend of ours - King...
i was speechless for a moment...
not because of the idea that i was going to see King...
but it's because of this chance to see him...
the guy who was once part of my life...
he who broke my vulnerable heart despite of my tough facade...
his name's Daryl...
well, for some of you, you might know him...
anyway, on our way to Benilde, i kept on chatting with my buddies and laughing our hearts out... we just couldn't help remembering the old days...
but at the back of my mind, i kept on saying that i won't see him there...
i won't!
there we were... we did nothing but laugh and savor the night together...
coz we know that it will take a long time again before we see each other again...
i just drop that stupid idea that's been bothering me that time...
fortunately, i didn't spot him...
there was even moments that we talked about him...
how we parted and the like...
well, i shared them those things...
i wasn't pushed to do so...
it was my choice to open up...
honestly, i didn't recognize any pain last night...
i did think of him, yes, that's true...
but it didn't ruin my mood at all...
i was with my friends whom i wasn't able to talk to for quite a long time so i think there's no reason for me to change my attitude towards the moment...
but what if i saw him?
what if he talked to me?
what if he asked me those questions i wouldn't want to answer?
what will i do?
(sigh...)
well i guess, it's not yet time for us to talk...
we still need time...
i still need time...
i do...
for my high school friends whom i'm with last night...
King, Judy, Sittie, and Ezra...
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
SEE YOU NEXT TIME...
I LOVE YOU GUYS...

ito ang dahilan ng paggulong ko sa kama...

oh my... naaadik na ako sa stallion...
well ganyan talaga ang single...
pati love story ng iba, pinapatulan...
wala ih... wala naman kc akong sariling loves story na
pwede akong mangisay sa kilig every now and then...
charing! hahaha!
anyway, im currently reading the stallion series
by sofia and sonia francesca...
kalat kalat ako magbasa...
hindi sunod sunod...
kung sino matripan ko...
malas niya! hehe...
at this moment... katatapos ko lng basahin si MYCO GOSIACO...
nabaliw ako!
nakalimot!
nangarag!
napraning!
nabuntis!
tinubuan ng matris!
ay sorry... di pala kasama un...
how i wish!
hahaha!
o siya...
malapit na magresume ang klase namin...
umpisa na para sa totoong kabaliwan!
yeaboi!
dadalang na ang entries ko dito...
but dont worry...
i have all the time in the world para magshare ng buhay ko sa inyo...
sa mga magbabasa...
makikibasa...
pati na rin tsismosa...
mag iwan kayo ng comment ha?
ok???
thank you!
muah!

thank GOD...

ok! i got my grades already!
matataas! may apat na uno...
sablay lng ung humanities...
2.25 kc... he-he! pero ok lng!
grabe sobrang saya ko talaga!
i got a general weighted average of 1.361...
men! whew! napanganga ako!
hahaha!
this is a good start for me...
pagbubutihin ko pa lalo ang pag aaral para dito...
promise yan...
salamat sa lahat ng naniniwala sa akin...
kay BRO... thank you po!
college friends... hayskul ones!
thank you so much!
ma... pa... salamat po sa suporta!
i love you po!
ok... scholarship...
here i come...
till next time buddies!
muah!