a part of me says,"it hurts..."

i thought..
i was over him..
but i think not..
when i saw him together with his rumored girl..
my heart beat fast..
i don't know why...
i felt pain...
i tried to ignore it...
but the pain started to make itself known...

nakita ko c marky at alissa..
masaya cla...
oo..cguro..
nakaramdam aku ng inis..
sa kanila...
sa sarili ku...
ewan ko kung bakit...
he used to be my crush...
pero..ewan..

now u have an idea on what is the most vulnerable part of me...
ang hina ko sa field na 2...
kaya lgue akong nasasaktan eh....
tanga talaga aku pagdating sa love...

isang bagay na hindi aku magaling dumiskarte...
ang saklap...
marami pang araw ang darating...
mga araw na makikita at makikita ku clang magkasama...
panu ku un haharapin...??
kung ito pa lang masakit na...